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Tangledness

Growth Is Messy

Alan Davey
Mar 21, 2023
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Going to our farm in the spring reminds me of two things: (1) Growth in the springtime is messy; (2) Beauty resides even in the messiness.

A case in point is the ‘grackle’ that runs down the property line covering an antiquated fencerow separating the fields of pasture. The tangledness of the ‘grackle’ to our eyes is a ‘sorry sight’ (note: not weighed down by the sorrow of Macbeth!). It’s untidy looking and my son-in-law tells me it’s an invasive species to Ontario. Yet, for our feathered friends—the sparrows, swallows, flickers and wrens—the grackle is a marvellous abode of shelter and safety.

Similarly, spiritual growth is often messy. Rarely a straight line up but a gyrating web of confusion just like the grackle. Oftentimes painful and discouraging and leaving us covered in burrs and thorns.

YET! Beauty resides even within the grackle. A moment of true repose. An ‘Aha’ revelation of new insight. An enlightened path is forged. A mother comforts her child and the little one smiles.

Yes, beauty exists even within such tangled parts of our existence. Interior growth is messy but it is still growth.

Keating understands growing pains when he muses,

Sometimes a sense of failure is a great means to true humility, which is what God most looks for in us. I realize this is not the language of success, but we have oversubscribed to that language. We need to hear about the interior freedom that comes through participation in the sufferings of Christ, the symbol of God’s love for everyone on earth. (Thomas Keating, The Human Condition)

Tangled failures for all of us.

But the good news is, as Teresa of Avila once observed, “Growth is growth even if it is at a snail’s pace.”

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Donnett
Mar 21Liked by Alan Davey

Spiritual growth is messy indeed sometimes confusing. I often ask Father why me, but several years ago I decided to serve Christ even if is messy as some questions answers not forthcoming immediately but certainly seen after. Psalms 45 came as a revelation that I should sing and glorify the King in Truth, Righteousness and humility, so I try to be humble drawing on Jesus the Truth and Righteous One.

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Alan Davey
Mar 24Author

As Keating suggests perhaps humility is what God looks most for in our lives? If this is so Donnett then your pursuit of humility will be a solid foundation indeed for your relationship with the Divine.

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